| i cant be blamed for nothin anymore |
[29 Jan 2007|05:03pm] |
fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i wish i could just tell that one person how i feel. but i cant cause i am a coward.
so ill probably just end up losing it and then feeling shitty about it for a while. fuck!
i never know what to do or how to react
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| mother fucker |
[04 Jan 2007|09:10pm] |
why am i even on this mother fucking thing? i will tell you why. because i am so fucking bored and just confused and fucking feel like jumping off my roof right now. FUCKFUCK
i hate fuckign everything. fuakdl;jakdfj;afkdjfajdkfjafkdj;fajdfd;jdad
noone even reads this bullshit! fuck you! i hate you all. i really hate everyone and everything ! fuck!
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| yer all |
[22 May 2006|01:14am] |
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cunts!
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| suicide- a better way |
[12 Feb 2006|03:39pm] |
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i want to blow my face off with a shot gun.
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[31 Dec 2005|02:40am] |
your born your parents get to tell you, teach you, push you, control you, dress you,think for you for about 15 legit years.. maybe even at 12 this can happen
at watever age you finally mature at though, and start to question things and think for yourself you have committed treason on them.
religion may have changed
thoughts and ideas
clothes
music
grades
opinions
beliefs
friends
values
but they cant get over it. they have to be able to control you and make sure you turn out exactly how they want you to.
no job? no car? c's and d's on report cards? depression? sleep problems?alternative lifestyle opposite of the ordinary?
what the fuck is wrong with you?
have your loving parents not fucking taught you everything there is to know about life?
why would you drink and smoke?
its your friends who influence you and your lifestyle.
oprah and dr.phil, what do i do with my child who doesnt listen?who smokes and hangs out with hoodlums, who disrespects us by taking all our love and influence we have shown them throught the years, and disregard it as if it was just another lecture.
we dont know who we are and what we are doing, we are just rebelling because we hate our parents to death, or so we are told.
i guess what im trying to say, is if we just listen to our parents from birth, do everything they expect from them, break our back to make them happy, play sports, be happy no matte what, we will live a productive and successful life. any other choices or paths are just going to take us straight to failure and death. and they just couldnt live with that our their shoulders.
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| fuck you i hate you |
[17 Nov 2005|10:05pm] |
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im always depressed but this makes me happy. cause i got a digital camera now.
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[20 Aug 2005|10:54pm] |
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shut up! :x
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| suck my ass |
[22 May 2005|05:58pm] |
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for fucking ever |
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last one |
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fuck this live journal i am done. fuck you piece of shit. DIEEEEEEEEE AHAKJDFKAJDFAJ;DKFJADK;
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[17 Feb 2005|06:28am] |
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stayed up all night, only one thing came to mind....
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| sorry |
[12 Jan 2004|05:07pm] |
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terribly sorry, but this is for people i know only. you would never know what im talking about. and i really can only trust a few people now with my thoughts. but maybe, if you give me a hella good reason i might consider it for a while.
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